Danu

Danu, I starte looking at pictures of you today, and was taken back to a year ago you were so little, my tiny ball of fur. I guess it was eye opening, to look at the old photos, gods how my little one has grown.
I know it confuses you, mom and dad going to school and leaving you all alone, I guess I can't blame you for being angry with us and sleeping with grandpa, we miss you though. I also know i'm not as patient as I should be, your sad puppy eyes tell me that. I wish I was better to you, i wish i knew how to be. You're one of my babies, and you are very much ours. I love you so much, even if you are a pain in my butt, you're still my pain, and i want to keep it that way.
I've reached the desicion that no matter what happens, you're going when we move, we miss you! your warmth in the bed has always been welcome, even if it dosn't feel that way. I guess, in the end, I'm going to try harder to be fair to you, to love you more and be patient...maybe we'll go for a walk tomorrow, and give lots of kisses and hugs and attention. You deserve it, you patient little thing. Maybe I can help make you feel wanted, again. You are, I hope you know that, you are wanted, you are my baby. Funny, why do i need kids, i have you!? We'll get you a play mate, eventually, in the meantime though, you're my angel and i love you.