Ok! So, again, I seem to have lost it. yes, flat out lost it. I have no idea why6, but I decided to jump into this thing(for november) called novel writing..the actual sight is "National Novel Writing Month) So, I'm in. now I need o find a way to come up with 50k (words) before nov 30..I think I can, as I have an Idea in my head...I'm hoping I'll succeed...at least in the first part...so, Vilent Tendencies is finally getting written. FINALLY! anyways, the link, mes amies http://www.nanowrimo.org/user/237356 ! so, watch and we shall see*smiles*
So, life is not bad..things are patched up, work is hectic, tomorrows Halloween, and I have to work ~early~ thursday. oh well, c'est la vie. At least I have a job, right. No, it's fun...just odd hours. OH! I start school soon~happy dance~
Love y'all!!!!
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
6 months and counting...
It's been almost six months since me and my ex broke up. It surprises me to think it's been that long. The months have passed so quickly and the pain so slowly. It doesn't generally hurt, unless it's an important day where I think of her being there, and then remember. Like the 15 of Oct. I turned nineteen, and it hurt like hell to remember that only my family and friends were there with me, not that I didn't enjoy it, it was just the wish of that something "more". But, it's all for the better, right? no, I know it is.
anyways, I'm nineteen, and my room mate keeps asking me if i feel older yet. I cna't help but shake m head. she's silly. *smiles* I like it though, our place, my life is nice right now. Things are different....I'm working on getting into college, and planning a wedding, and helping with my "niece"she's a good friends child, and they call me auntie...it works, I love her like family. She's cute, to.
We went walking last night(while it poured) I can't explain how much fun it was. to go out at 8pm and just walk in the dark. Not our neighborhood, however., we were somewhere else. Up at a park nearby that i love. The city from that veiw was glorious....it took my breath away. and for a second i forgot about being paranoid.
My car got broken into not long ago, so I have reason to be a little iffy. we aren't in the best neighborhood, but it's not terrible. it could be a lot worse, in fact. I actually like it here, but then I'm not alone, if i was I'd be terrified. So, the doors always locked, the alarms always on, and we're always aware. But, we still try to have some fun*smiles* why not?
anyways, I'm nineteen, and my room mate keeps asking me if i feel older yet. I cna't help but shake m head. she's silly. *smiles* I like it though, our place, my life is nice right now. Things are different....I'm working on getting into college, and planning a wedding, and helping with my "niece"she's a good friends child, and they call me auntie...it works, I love her like family. She's cute, to.
We went walking last night(while it poured) I can't explain how much fun it was. to go out at 8pm and just walk in the dark. Not our neighborhood, however., we were somewhere else. Up at a park nearby that i love. The city from that veiw was glorious....it took my breath away. and for a second i forgot about being paranoid.
My car got broken into not long ago, so I have reason to be a little iffy. we aren't in the best neighborhood, but it's not terrible. it could be a lot worse, in fact. I actually like it here, but then I'm not alone, if i was I'd be terrified. So, the doors always locked, the alarms always on, and we're always aware. But, we still try to have some fun*smiles* why not?
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