New Chnaces

It's been almost a year since i was last on. God have things changed...several times, I might add. Oh well, it's all in the past. Anyways, new begginings and all. I'm ghraduated and got an absolutley lovely camera for my graduation gift. I also just got a new phone, cause I lost the last*sigh* to remember how long that day was.
I have a friend in Canada I;ve known for three years, today, he offered me the chance of a lifetime. My head is trying to convince me not to go while my soul wants badley to leave. I love my parents, I love living with my parents, but I want/need out of this town. To move to Canada, start school there, everything...well, it would be like a dream. I want to see the world, why not start near and then branch out. I'll always return to Spokane...but, I have to wonder if it's too good to be true. I want to go for it, I really really do! It's the fear that holds me back. Fear of things I'm not used to...but, maybe I'll thinkon it...no, I will, cause I really want to figure out a way to do it...to leave spokane, get to Ontario, and live there for a while...What will Ray and Mom say,...I know they'll want to say no, but what if it's something I really want to do...something I think is needed? If I decide to go, I can';t be held back. *sigh* what will the summers end bring?