really!?!?!

so, to start, the happy stuff(mind you, it's all happy...ish. Just, well, you'll see) So, I reiterate, the HAPPY stuff. I am proud of myself. I got my butt out of bed at ten(I DID have help, but agaoin, we'll get to that) left at around 10:15 and...went the the Y! I swam(once a spot opened up) and my body actually ~actually~ remembered the movements and got used to it really quickly. I was ELATED! and, I ate less today, and a bit healthier. 21 days starts a habit(as a very smart man told me...) so, every other day, I shall swim...eventually might try every other day swim, and every day not swimming, working out...but that's to come...BABY STEPS! (and yes, a little word is in big print...Immadweeb!)

now for others, after HAPPY! 7:10-20 i needed to awake to use the facilitys...so i wake up, decide to leave the door open, as miss Danu has already realized I'm up, and I KNOW she'll whine till i let her out. So i go back to bed. Now, I don't know why, but i was whiny this morning. felt...claustaphobic, tangled and just ack. so I kept getting stuck and tangled and annoyed, along wi9th this, the little miss was being a PITA...and Pita was behaving...funny that. She was chewing on undies, whining and guffawing at the fact no one was entertaining her(she does think she's the queen...and more so, she knows it*sigh*) scratching at the side of the bed(which she convinced Pit to do...for a reason beyond me...I think they were digging for Gold...never found it either.) Everytime I'd doze off, or get to the point of rest, and not feeling like killing, she'd BARK! at ~noooootttthhhhiiiinnngg~ and then, the Johovien Witnesses came to the door...i had gotten comfy again closed my eyes and "ARFARFARFARFARFARYIPYIPARFARF" and not one set, no TWO. one of them being Pita whop WAS comfortably sleeping with us. at this point, I still blame Danu for that...that was around ten...I gave up and straddled the bed to get out of it, then got ready and went to the y. Arn't animals GREAT! I love them, i do but some mornings!

so, my next~Really?!?!?~ thought, is this. I have entirly too many e-mail addresses...and you know how many i keep up with?!?!? 2...2 out of4...I think. not counting myspace(which is an e-mail service to...in a way) SOOOOO, why do i have them, oh wait, 5 not counting m7yspace. anyways, so why do i have 5 accounts??? one started when i was young...I call this my junk mail/porn e-mail...because all the e-mail is mostly somebody trying to sell me penis enlargment(nope, I don't get it either...it's okay, my bf gets the boob ones!) the oters, besides my current pnes, are there. Various reasons...*shakes head~ scary part, ~you~ KNPOW I'm not the only one oput there with a hundre3d accounts because. we. can!

another note, why did google memorize my short password but forget mny Long ass e-mail account. Was this meant as HUMOR! a Joke? most remember the username, forget the password...no, not my comp, it's ssssppppeeecccciiiaaaallll.....GRRRRRRR.

see, all happyish...just random notes on life...I'm sure i'll have more. the new job is bound to create some.